I'm sure we'd all like to believe of the whole "new year, new begginings" theory is more than just a saying but truth be told, just because it's a new year doesn't mean you start off with a clean slate. It's not that I'm being pessimistic but if you think of the years of your life as a book, every new page you turn the story continues, it doesn't end after a page and start off with a completely different story on the next.

2011 is a new year, but I don't want a new beginning. All the ups, downs, highs, lows and shits that's gone down, it's made me who I am today so now all I want is for this page in my life to be full of sugar, spice and everything nice because I know a new beginning is just too much to ask for.

salut paris, ciao rome.

i'm only a little excited. i'm sorry thats was just pure lies... i'm just more than a little excited!

An update of the life of an art-aholic

my photography from a recent photoshoot

I've been so lucky as to have had an explosion of Ideas running through my head lately but at the same time so unlucky because theres just so little time to actually put all the ideas on paper. It's hard jugling art and photography with school but at the end of the day education is vital and as my parents say, "The best thing you can give a child is love, a home filled with care and an education" .

Lately i've had a bit of a humanitarian mood of ideas for photography shoots alongside other shoots and I'm not exactly sure why. I'm not going to post the ideas that I've been pondering, they're not exactly brilliant or at the levels of Claude Monet's painting but just incase any sticky beaks decides to admit it as theirs. Now i'm in a little dillema because I have so many ideas but not enough time and there are specific people I want for each photoshoot but i'm facing the problem that I don't actually know them, I mean I do but not even on an acquintance lever or I don't actually know them well enough. HELP!

you race to the finish line but what was worth the most was the obstacles along the way

I vow (well, if i remember it haha) that by the time I'm legal, I will try out for The Amazing Race. The emotional journey that the contestants go on must be tremendous but at the end of the day it seems to turn out for everyone; yes including those who lost in the first round. Even though I may not seem like the type, I genuinely want to put on a backpack and lug it around through all seven countries.

Yes the bottom video is of my favourite Amazing Race team of all time :) Tammy and Victor from season 14, they are brother and sisters, asian, lawyers and most of all they won the race! My second favourite team are Sam and Dan from season 15.

She better hold him tight, give him all her love and know she's lucky cause

I'm not much of a girly-music kind of girl but Taylor Swifts song is just so amazingly relateable and she's just a plain jem and dime.

I do, i do, i do. I really honestly, truly do.

Four little notes in four days

Ten day notes- Day four: Seven things that cross your mind alot.

'that' person. the future, leadership opportunities and school. someone whose gorgeous face still doesn't justify their beautiful soul. dwelling on the past. fashion. photographical/artistic ideas. my love for my family and friends.

Never regret anything, Because at the time... it was exactly what you wanted.

It's funny because it's true. It's hillarious because thats what I wanted insanely. It's tear-worthy because it turned out as everything I never foresaw or desired.

Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, save it for a rainy day.

I sort of wish... I took up photography earlier, I was a more active leader earlier, I wish I did state earlier just so I could do both scat and state src as well, I wish I could turn back to the beginning of high school, I wish I got more involved in more things, I wish I didn't spend my Saturdays studying for exams when I was younger, I wish I could do it all again and have little regrets but now I just wish I won't have anymore regrets later on. I'm lucky enough to have figured out where I want to be, who I want to be in the future since I was six and I'm lucky enough to be given another year to full fill at least some of my regrets but I still wish I could turn back time and do things differently.

Three little notes in three days

Ten day notes- Day three: Eight things about yourself

I'm a Gemini and an obivious one at that, I'm curious, get distracted oftent and easily attracted to Aquariuses, a true Gemini. When I drink something from a cup or ever a bottle my pinky finger has a tendency to stay out automatically. I'm convinced that my tounge has a mind of it's own, I can easily roll it, flip it and the deal. I have naturally straight teeh except for my top, front-right teeth... the little bugger. I'm lucky enough to be able to talk about anything to my parents. I love blowing bubbles and lying under the stars. I learnt how to use chopsticks myself and taught myself at an early age how to eat chilly and now I love it. I love to protograph things, except to photograph myself, go over it a while ago.

Two little notes in two days

Ten day notes- Day two: Nine things that you can't live without

The parental unit. A few of my friends, who never fail to bringthen up my days. Blackberry and Starbuck not the food or the drink but the cats. The exisitance of art. Water and Tea. Savoury dishes and chocolates for desert. Saturdays. Inspirational little things. Musical little things.

Just because he's missing an 's' at the end, doesn't mean he's not a amazing as a cup of coffee from Starbucks.

One little note in one day

Ten day notes- Day one: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

I love you mum an dad. You brighten my days when the sun is hiding behind the clouds Blackberry and Starbuck. I'm so proud of you, girl with the heart made out of diamonds. I'm going to miss you all insanely. Your smile and your everything makes the butterflies in my stomach flap their wings. I sometimes wish you never changed. Thanks for all the tears. You three with your little quirks are the best friends anyone can ask for. Can you not show favouritism, makes us all feel special don't it?. Leave my life.

If you want to know, just come a little closer dear

Ten little notes in ten days
I found this on a friends tumblr and thought.. Why not.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things you can't live without.
Day Three: Eight things about yourself.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five things that makes a guy perfect
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

♥