there's no one like you, that speaks to my heart
I'm wiping away the tears, putting my brave-face mask on. I've never learnt how to get over you, I've had just a few years short of a decade to try and I've always failed but to see you smile like that is all that matters to me. I should have gathered the courage to tell you, I shouldn't have played games,I shouldn't have denied when your friends asked me, I shouldn't have told you about any other boy but it's too late now. I'm happy for you, believe me I'm trying to be.

three facts
- I'm the girl with the big smile accross her face every minute of everyday, too bad thats just a mask. I don't tell my feelings to just anybody and to everybody all they see is my mask. You can tell I'm upset when I turn to Westlife music and listen to it in tears. Maybe it's because they are my childhood, what I listen to 24/7 as a toddler but when I listen to them it takes me back to when I was four. A care-free little four year old.
- Some say chocolate, others say ice-cream. I say Japanese food is my comfort food. I don't know why but maybe it's the simplicity of the flavours that take away my complications but theres something about it that has the power to put a smile on my face when I need it most.
- I may say alot of guys are gorgeous but I've only had a thing with/for two and when I do it's not short term. Too bad I've gotten over the second but still not over the first.